rebuilding

January 3, 2008
2:08 PM

that is my word for 2008. At first I was thinking, renewal but realized that rebuilding is a better choice. From April 13, 2007 it was all about survival and now it is time for rebuilding. It doesn't mean we miss Knox less or grieve him ldess. The hole doesn't get any smaller, but it is time for our normal to change again. This is going to be hard; harder than just surviving I think. Jon just asked me how we are supposed to go on. I sure don't know other than the answer I gave him which is that we have no choice. This is our life as ordained by God. We have 4 other kids and a new little one on the way that need two parents to continue to love, train, and educate them. So in 2008, we rebuild.